A Cautionary Tale

To celebrate surviving some crazy weeks, I decided to head to my local ice creamery for a treat. I loaded up two scoops on a sugar cone. Being me of course, I just HAD to take a Snapchat of my treat.

However, in not paying attention to physics and trying to get the prettiest angle, I accidentally tipped the entire thing too much to the side and this happened:
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I dropped my entire ice cream on the ground. I didn’t know if I should laugh or cry or stare at the cashier in horror. Dropping your ice cream on the ground right after you bought it is literally the saddest/most movie-like moment you could possibly have.

Luckily, the lady at Lansdowne Cone was nice enough to offer me two new scoops and gave it to me in a cup so that I would not drop it again. I thanked her and as my face flushed red quickly exited. Tales like this are hilarious once I think back and look at them. Not too long ago I would have probably just cried at the clutz I was. Now, I just turn them around into funny stories and can laugh at myself. Social media helps with that because people seem to really enjoy self-deprecating humour, particularly ones that genuinely happen (though in this case it also caused the problem). I’m not so hard on myself anymore.

Today I went to get ice cream again and this time I was more aware at how I was holding my ice cream and success! THERE YOU GO AN INSTAGRAM:

Crazy Week


I have had the least sleep all week but I am having the best time at Canadian Music Week seeing bands I love. This year I have emphasized quality of quantity.

In my younger years I would venue hop half hour sets. It was tiring and not always worth the trip. This  year’s journeys make more sense logistically and I am appreciating what I see more.

I have also met some awesome people this week and experience moments that made everything I do worthwhile. I’ll write a longer post soon when I am back. 

Busy CMW

Hardly have time to blog today! Running around everywhere meeting people and seeing bands. I thought I’d share this funny tweet about the types of messages people send me. If you’re ever trying to find someone, wear something unique. Don’t describe what everyone else in the room looks like. Hahaha.

Reflecting on 3 Weeks of Activity

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It’s been 3 weeks since I purchased an Apple Watch and started watching my activity levels closely. When I first got it, I was nowhere near achieving the 270 calorie Activity Goal it had suggested me. Since then, I lowered it and have been increasing it based on suggested levels each week and have been reaching them.

It might be a small (and probably mockable) goal, but it was a lot better than before I got the watch. In an effort to be beating them each day I’ve been going on more walks, standing up more every hour, using stairs instead of escalators and doing the occasional 7 minute workout.

Earlier this year, I had a scary episode of severe heartburn (or at least that’s what I think it was) where I felt like I couldn’t breathe and might not make it home from my commute. It had happened the month before too but not to the same severity. I made a small diet change: cook whatever I want to eat and limit buying pre-packaged (eating out at fancy restaurants will never go away) and bought the watch to encourage me to be more active in a less intimidating way than a Fitbit would.

It’s been less than a month but already I feel stronger, less tired all the time and mentally clear headed. Being more active takes away some of my anxious nervous energy and I’ve never felt better. I want to keep improving each week, with small goals, maybe eventually I’ll do something cool like climb the CN tower or something.

 

Keep a Positive Outlook

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There are some weeks (like this one) where I don’t know if I’ll make it through without having a panic attack. I become overwhelmed with all the things I have to do, people I need to see. I conquered it though and now am on the other side feeling pride. Part of my secret: pretend I can.

When I feel the stress coming, I take a big breath, write down lists and even go on long walks to get rid of any nervous energy. Keeping a positive mindset is important.

Now that it’s the weekend, I deserve to relax and have some fun with Teddy!

My First Raptors Game!

Last night, my co-worker took me to my first Raptors game. I have never been before! We were at a work event earlier in the evening so we made it in for 2nd quarter. Toronto was playing Atlanta and I spent some time looking for Drake of course.

Halfway through, I very genuinely asked why Atlanta’s logo was Pacman eating a dot.
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I learned that it was a hawk, but I cannot unsee Pacman. The hawk is never the first thing my eye focuses on.

This dancing was also very confusing. I like the idea of integrating other cultures but this seems so strangely out of place. Apparently there are weirder things that happen sometimes like a lady balancing plates.

It was definitely an adventurous night and I had fun at my first basketball game. Since the Raptors scored 100 we got free pizza too!

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I Turn 28!

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Ahhhh! I can’t believe I turn 28 today. I’ve been having a quarter life crisis or something about it recently. 28 is not that exciting. There aren’t songs written about it and people start to really pester you on getting married or having kids, neither of which is really priority right now.

But I realize, I have a cool life for a 28 year old and I am going to be more proud of it. I have so many cool upcoming things in store and there’s nothing stopping me from doing all the things I want! I’m cooler and wiser than the person I was at 25 and surrounded by awesome people. Today my Twitter feed is full of dog gifs.

28 it really isn’t so bad after all.

Nanoblock Eevee

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I needed to calm some anxieties down this weekend and I found that building things with instructions and a final product help a lot. This is why colouring doesn’t. It doesn’t really have instructions so I end up thinking too much about it. Anyways, I found this adorable Nanoblock Eevee online!

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There were over 130 super tiny pieces.

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The instructions had very little words and were a bit hard to follow at first. I found the best way to follow where to put what was to start from the easiest place and match the patterns (sometimes it’s unclear what is pointing to where). Plus I don’t know how anyone with hands bigger than mine would do this as the pieces are so delicately small!

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Tada! Here is my hand for size comparison. The good thing is if you lost a piece it includes extras of everything.

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Making a Feast

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I’ve been indulging myself in a lot of delicious home-cooked meals lately. It’s just so easy to learn how to make something you’re craving by Googling a tutorial. There are even videos out there that show you step by step instructions.

Lately, I’ve been buying more interesting ingredients such as cornish hens, asparagus, scallops and making Nash and I fancy meals we can eat in the comfort of our own home. That’s what we did for Valentine’s Day!

I love the satisfaction of successfully executing a perfectly cooked meal. Hope to explore more recipes this year. And a bonus side effect: we feel healthier and have lost some weight!

I’m a Gif

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It is below -25 this weekend so I have to dress warmly but layered so I can adjust inside sold-out concerts. I really liked my outfit and make up yesterday so I took some selfies and made myself into a gif! Never be afraid to celebrate when you feel beautiful.